childhood vs. adulthood.

everyone must have their own times having difficulties growing up. of course there are ups and downs. but what makes us an adult? i believe that all the wrong doings that we have done makes us human. meaning, from what we've been through throughout our childhood, teen-hood, we must have learn something. something from the past that we can change. that we can forgone.

honestly i don't know what i'm on about.

i was about to say that i use to be a kid and would love to be a kid again. BUT i also want to be an adult. when i was a kid, i wanted to be a grown up so badly that i sometimes dress like one. i wanted to be 30. because by 30, u'll have a job, a car and probably a house. getting married was never my goal to achieve by 30. but now that i think of it, who doesn't want to get married? even i do. :) to who.. let God decide. but in order to get married, i MUST have a job, car and at least a condo. even my mom would like to see me getting married to my dream guy. and of course, she would want to have grandchildren. well... lets not talk about marriage shall we. haha.

so as a conclusion, i can't wait to finish my studies. =D