:)

we all get tired easily. i know you are too. but frankly speaking, treat me better will you.

i get tired. a lot. too. but have been treating you the same way you treated me? God knows. hope not. anyhow. if and only if i did treated you wrongly, i'm sorry. i really am.

i somehow would like you to ask me questions like.. "what have you been doing this whole day?" or "how are you?"

i'd be so happy if you could ask me that. but if you didn't i'd still be happy because to me, a simple "hi" or a smile would make my entire day already.

me loves you.

Own's than public's.

i hate to find out things on facebook/twitter or from other people's mouth. i honestly would like to be the first few people to know bout your good/bad news from your own mouth. i'm sure everyone would like to be that kind or person to the one they love most. i certainly do.

anyhow, theres this friend of mine. we were getting ready to go and catch the bus on time. i got out of the room and i ask my friends. "Where is B?" B refers to this friend of mine btw. another friend of mine told me that B is not going to class. i thought she was just messing around cz I just saw B like few minutes ago. She's the first person who got dressed on time. Then my other friends told me that B just found out that her bf has someone else on facebook.

that is sad. isn't it. i know it is. i've been there.

anyhow, treat people like how you want to be treated! toodles. ;)

anas shahir.

from the beginning of this sem, i felt like there's a gap all of a sudden. i thought, okay maybe he misses his friends, so let him be. so i waited for few days, a week or so. but then, for how long is this going to be, few weeks? months? i can't take that long. i miss you. i've been missing you for the last few weeks and i still do, always.

it hurt me when you gave me that text. and no that is not what i want. u clearly have given up on me. although, this has happened for a couple of times, yet the feeling that i have now is not much diff from the first time i got hurt. i'm not blaming you for everything. i blame myself for not treating you right. i blame myself for everything. however, you can't just simple made ur own decision like i don't exist anymore. i know i did once, but that's the past. remember what you told me before, in this relationship, theres no i or you, but its a we. and will always be a we.

i don't know what's bothering you. but lets talk shall we. lets go somewhere and talk. we needed that. you know we do.

Busses.

1st day:

see how excited we were on the bus. lol. 

2nd day:

see how tired we were. we actually saw the bus drove right in front of us. i was like.. o'ooooh.. mind the second picture. i can't be bothered to rotate it. hee..

and i believe i have learnt my lesson. is to get out of this house around 9.15 or whatever just to be on the bus in the morning. yeay!!

Kuih Dengai.

Ahah! That ladies and gentlemen. Is called kuih dengai. I shouldn't be eating that because it has this parut kelapa which will make my sore throat much worse. But what to do. Mom bought like 3 plates of them. No fun! I'm the only one who ate them all 3. Hee..

Salam Aidiladha!

Baked pasta.

Its been ages since I last did this. Oh yummy! :)

One thing I learnt today. Strength is beauty.

Happy lunch hour!

Ibu.

Ya Allah! Dah mcm anak hindu dah ni. Gelap sungguh. Oh btw. I'm at the DEMC. Ibu tak sihat. Muntah2. I thnk that she's all stressed out. So bdn dia masuk angin. Tu yg muntah2 tu. Angin tu tolak kua blek isi dlm perut. Haih..

Boss kecik.

I have been working in a restaurant named Warung Uncle Dell. The boss there was my former supervisor at Nachos dulu. But then the cafe itself is not his. It belongs to his friend aka anak polis. I knew them since I was in Nottingham.

So the first day, I was briefly told that I need to train the workers there to work efficiently and effectively since they all do not have experience in working in a F&B outlet. So there are like 6 workers, that includes me of course. I only need to train 3 of them since of us is my friend who I used to work with back in Nachos Nachos. My friend is in charge of the kitchen and he has an assistant accompany him. So the rest of us would be working as waiter/waitress. I'm in charge of the cashier! Yeay!

Yesterday was first day, so it is kinda awkward to start being bossy and all. So I was a bit humble. Yesterday was quite hectic but we managed to control everything since I'm in charge. As for today, its a bit boring bcz theres not many customer.

I feel like a boss today. I ask a friend of mine to cook something for me. Heee.. :D

Aaaaaand I'm tired... so. Goodnight. :)

Calculus.

study is stressful. one more paper qila. one more!!!!!!

If he misses you, he'll call. If he cares, he'll show it. If not, he can't be worth your time because you're obviously not worth his.

I miss my father.

Normally people would write about their mother because mother obviously is much much special than the father. But I'm  here to write about how much I miss my dad. Its not that I don't miss my mom. I do. Its just that.. I talk to her so often that I neglected the existence of my father.

My parents are not living under the same roof. Unlike you people. Lucky you. :) So I don't get to say to my mom "nak cakap dgn abah kejap.." then she passes the phone to my dad n such. I don't get to do that anymore. You might say.. "go and call your dad then.." well the thing is.. I don't know what to talk about. We're not that close. I'm not my daddy's little girl. Although I am his only daughter. But we're not as close as people would expect us to be. You know when people say the boys will always stick to their mother and the girls would be with the father. In my case, us three siblings stick to our mom. It is sad. yea but.. My father is a busy man. I remembered back when I was a kid. I never get the chance to talk to my dad. We only meet on weekends. It has been a routine for a family to go out and spend some time together in other words breakfast, shopping, go to the cinema and such. That's all really. I used to be so scared of my dad bcs he always scold my brother. When he's like really really mad. He'll throw things around. That would be the scariest thing. As he gets mad, as for me, I'll be hiding in my room. Oh damn. #crying *eh aku penat la nk skipping2 ni.* I'm in my room typing this post and I can still actually hear his voice so loud as if he's just outside the door. But as I grew older, I'm attending high school. I was in form 5 when we move to our new home. That is the start to a new life where I get to see my father having breakfast in the morning. Otherwise, he'd be gone before I had my breakfast. Our old home was quite near to the school so it didn't bother me much to go to school early because my neighbor was my history teacher. I sometimes go to school with her. heee.. :D but after we moved to "Jln Kristal", the house is like few minutes from my school. I could just walk to school but my father insist to send me to school so I said. yea okay lets go. So since then. I had breakfast with him. Leave the house together but unfortunately we don't come home at the same time. well of course! I don't go to school for like 8 freaking hours. yea.. but then.. Abah didn't actually came home straight after work. He worked till late. So its not like always we'd have dinner with him as family. Like I said. We only get to spend time with him during weekends. ONLY. I know I know. He's working his ass off to buy us some lovely meals and such. I get it. I whined too much didn't I?

Hmm.. Come to think of it, I should appreciate the time when I was with him. Bcs I don't get to see him much lately. He gets to see my brothers like once a week. I talk to him once a week. Itu pun sbb minta duit. Pfft! =.= Even if I'm at home, I don't get to see him much. He's busy with his work. Travelling here and there.

*Sigh* I miss you abah. :'(

i had the choice. to leave or to stay. i decided to stay. as always. but will this decision of mine satisfies every needs. certainly not. one needs to sacrifice to satisfies the needs of others. aite mattie. :)

a long trip to Kedah.

the title sounds as if I'm in Kedah already but the truth is. I'm still at home. In Shah Alam! hee.. I can't wait to get on the train to get back to Kedah. But I'll be stopping at Butterworth as that is my pit stop before I head back to Kedah. heee... This will be my very first time to get on a train from KL to Butterworth. Normally I'll be taking the KTM from KL to Shah Alam vice versa. But this time round, its long distance baby! Wohoo!! Oookaay.. shouldn't be happy much. astaghfirullah. I gtg. I need to double check my stuffs. Fuh. I'll let you know how it goes once I get there!

I've waited my whole life for someone like you. A few days wouldn't hurt would it? ;)

I'm yours.

i would still love you..

The deleting era.

Tunggu lah kau. I'll have my revenge soon! muahahahaha.

Barbie and Ken's wedding!

Its amazing how they've been together for more than 50 years and not getting married. So Barbie yg ajak kawen snanye. gatai ngat aiihh... any how, to view their wedding pictures which is very adorable, please do click here for more details. :D

i need a hug. :(

I'm falling apart and I can do nothing bout it.

Ashanti - Foolish

*sila rajinkan telinga anda untuk mendengar lagu ini. :)

Now.

I can't trust people nowadays.
I don't cry that easily nowadays.
The worst part is..
I don't eat much nowadays.
Dammit!

AS.

i love you.

i can never deny the fact that i do. i always have. no matter how hard i try to let you go. to forget about you. to ignore you. i can never accept the fact that i can live without you cause i cant.

I'm sorry baby.. I love you too much..

Eid-ul fitri

Selamat hari raya semua! Setelah sbulan kita berpuasa. Kini tibalah masanya utk kita beraya sakan jom! Hee.. Maafkan segala salah silapku. Halalkan segala makan dan minumku. :-)

Selamat hari raya! ;)

frutti frutti.

berbuka di A&W. :D

hee... :D

 frutti frutti. haha!

rabbit pun makan ice cream. :P

i know its kinda weird. but yea. it is called as the "frutti frutti". bajet nak tiru tutti frutti lah kononnya. haha. anyhow. unlike tutti frutti. this frutti frutti which can only be found in Sungai Petani, is quite cheap. when i say cheap, it is cheap. haha. normally i'd spend like rm30 at the tutti frutti. but in SP, i spent like rm17+. style kan! and it closes at 12am. anas said that. if i'm no where to be found around 12. he said that he'd know where to find me. pfft! you aa.. bapak bosan! but when i thought bout it again.. it may be true. i love ice cream! ok. this is not ice cream but it's frozen yogurt. but still... heeee... sukaaa.... i normally would buy me some ice cream when i'm not in the mood or in other word, stress! ice cream would make me smile. lol. 

so people. treat me some ice cream will ya! ;)

:)

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

I don't wanna waste the weekend
If you don't love me pretend
A few more hours then it's time to go

As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm
It's too late to cry
Too broken to move on

And still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

Misplaced trust and old friends
Never counting regrets
By the grace of God I do not rest at all

New England as the leaves change
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a boy who loved a women like a little girl

And still I cant let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No
No
Heaven doesn't seem far away

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No
No
Heaven doesn't seem far away
Oh
Oh

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
You are my heaven

heee..

i love you more than a nerd loves math class. <3

Sincerity.

I'm tired. Tired of trying. I tried to get over you. But somehow, I don't feel like doing it. Ever. Dammit!

Please. Be gentle. Sincerely. I'm not myself anymore. This is not me. I'm lost.

I love you.

Bi.

 *ssllluuuuurrrppp...

i am no longer straight.

i'm becoming you. a man who is stubborn, self-centered, the one who never thinks before does anything. normally you'd be so vulnerable when you're out of your mind. you'd do reckless things. and those things might hurt me. no, but you did hurt me. real bad. so bad that i don't know you anymore.

therefore, i decided to be a man. without any hesitations, i made my mind up.

yay me! :D

Dear you,

I'm done trying. Now its your turn to win my heart.

With love,
Qila.

a simple Hi and a smile from you would make my day a whole lot better.

I miss you.

I don't think I am able to get this going.

This is hard. I can't do this alone.

Oh God. please help.

Oh teammates, rajin sikit please?

.

Have been and will always be...

I don't know what you're up to. But I love you. ;)

Love wonders.

My post were never about you, or was it?

I'm confused.

I talk too much.

I should shut myself up by putting a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger.

That way, people won't be able to hear my voice anymore.

Okay. This is inappropriate.

Do make sure that you're 18 and above to read this. (This should be at the top of this post.)

Who cares? o.0

I'm too tired to think.

My heart feels ache just by thinking of it. No fun man. NO EFFING FUN!

But came to think of it, why should I care?

I should not care as people has no care for me.

That's it!

Beat that punk! HUH! =.=

;)

i'm not sure what i'm suppose to feel.

but i have to hold on to my perception about things. i may not understand you fully. and that is why i'm here. i'm here to understand you. to understand things.

maybe i should just.. er.. no. hee. :D

pounds harder.

when it comes to you, my heart beats so fast. don't ask why as i don't have the answer to your question.

one thing that i know for sure is that.. i'd still...

fake kills.

*currently my fav song.

my heart was beating real fast for hours. so fast that it actually made me think that i might be dying. i was so scared. i couldn't get up. i was so weak. as if there's something pulling me down. i cried. recite the two kalimah syahadah. recite the 3 Qul. next thing i know i saw his face. i knew this wasn't real. i'm in my own dream.

i started to hate dreams. especially when he's around. i hate waking up crying. its enough that i cried myself to sleep. this is torturing. I kept on having the same dream over and over again. its freaking killing me!

Stop it. Please... This is tiring..

:)

honestly, lets be friends.

lets change this life of ours. we needed that. yes we do.

shall we?  friends? forever.

feel that!

pfft. -____-"

what does it take to get through your thick skull?

You.

 I miss you a lot more than you think. And just because we don't talk much doesn't mean that I don't think about you. You never even left my mind. You're there all the time.

Tom's shit!

Tutti Frutti!

Anas shahir..

I miss you..

Mannequin.

i feel like i am one. no, i am one. i couldn't do much bout anything. i'm such a fool thinking that i could fix things. what ever i do can never be good enough. i wanted to help but all i did was hurting people. all i ever ask for is just some appreciation. yes i am hoping for something in return. but sincerely of course. and respect.

my mouth is dry with word i cant verbalize. 

we're at war. coz we are broken. what must we do to restore,

our innocence and the promises we adored.

give us life again cause we just wanna be whole.

no one is ever good enough for you.

if this is how you're treating your love ones, then i don't want to be one of them.

because i treat them with care. with love. and not with anger and ignorance. 

Tebu!

Saya lapaq ayaq tebu! Haha! :p

A hole in the leg.

Bany's place.

It has been ages since my last sleep over. =) I am actually at Bany's crib! Hoho. Dr last sem lg her parents kept on inviting me over bt then br harini I sampai.. =)

...

If you like me, tell me. If you miss me, show it. If you love me, prove it.

Class cancel!!!! :D

We have this forecasting class at 12pm. And we have to do a presentation. So around 11am. I was at the library. Preparing my notes for my presentation. At approximately around 11.40am, a friend of mine called. She said.. "Qila kat mana? Class cancel." I was like.. errr.... oh best nyaaa.. it sounded fake. really! But then. I was quite happy cz we don't have to present that afternoon. phew! ;)

Bany.

Demc. Lagi. *sigh.

As what I told u in the previous post bout my check-up, I had ths dried out blood. Ok skang ni cita lain plak. Haha. I accidentally scratch my scar. And the scar itself came off. So it was bleeding la kan. Obviously! Theeen.. After I wash away all the excess blood. I actually saw a very thin thread look alike. Cm2 ke eja? Tah. Anyhow. I said to myself. 'xkan la benang. Benda ni bkannya dijahit. Entah2 urat.' so I touched it. As I toucq rt. I hav ths tingling feeling. Ergh. So I dcided nt to touch it. I showed it to my mom n she wanted me to come here. So here I am. Ahah!

Haih. Rasa cm xramai org. Pasaipa lmbt sgt xtaw. I'm starving!

He's mine.

A year ago. People once asked me. "Is he a rebound?"

I said. "No."

"What if he leaves you?"

"I'll get him back."

"What if someone else wants him?"

"I'll fight for him. I may not be as beautiful as the girl that likes him. But I want to be the girl he's in love with. I'll do whatever it takes just to get him back. He's mine. "

Check-up.

I was at the DEMC a.k.a. Darul Ehsan Medical Center a.k.a. Specialist Hospital in Shah Alam. Wah! gituu... anyhow. my mom said that i should go to the doctors cz she was soo worried. its okay. I dont blame her. Its my wound. You see. The doctor who operated me, she did not gave me any stitches. She kinda like glued the skin together. Then a day or two after the surgery. I think that wound opened up which leaves a whole in my body. not a big one. Dont worry. My mom was worried. Worried that it could be infected by some virus or whatever. So we did a check-up. I mean I did it of course. The doctor said that "bagi saya, ni biasa je. saya tak nampak merah2 tepi luka tu. So sapu ubat antibiotic nanti dia akan tutup sendiri." I was so relieved. I am. So did mom.

But when I got home. I had a nap. Later in the evening, I saw some dried out blood on my wound. I'm not sure whats happening. But lets just see what is going to happen next shall we? :)

I'll be okay.

Hope.

 

These are the words that kept me going. That made me stronger. Its on my desk. And will always be. 

Thank you for your support love. I am forever in your debt. Thank you.. So much!

p/s : I will always love you..

Get It Right.

What have I done? 
I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right


Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this


What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right


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This describes it all. This is exactly how i felt. 


I need answers.

Honey I miss you..

A visit to noodle station.

Friday 13th.

I had an operation at the Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM) on the 13th May, Friday. Why? Well. I'l tell you why. I wrote a post on this before. Jap eh.

Tu la sebabnya saya terlentang atas katil tu. :) That was after the operation. it took about less than an hour kot dlm operation room tu. The lump was removed. but then. doctor kata dia macam rasa ada lagi kat bhgian tepi. Dia pun tak sure. so later on. around 6 months later. we'll do a check up. an ultrasound maybe. to make sure that theres nothing there. if there is such lump. then we'll get it remove. again. 

Does it hurt? well.. at first tak. amek darah. masukkan jarum n all that. tak sakit. tapi bila masuk operation room tu. time dia masukkan ubat bius tu. pergh! tuhan je yg tahu. tp tak de la sakit. dia kejap je. macam kene pijak pastu dah la. tu je. :) i couldnt feel my hand back then but later after the operation. i'm fine. :) a bit drowsy but i'm okay. 

i always wanted to be in the hospital. having the needle in your vein. masukkan air. then ada klip kat jari tu untuk mengesan nadi kita. haha. bunyi dia piip...piiip...piiip.. haha! srnok. ok. tak srnok sgt. tapi. its an experience babe! 

how am i now? well. i'm okay. i had the little plasters removed. the ones that is exactly covering my wounds. :) it is horrible. it is. thank God i have my family. my cousins. and anas shahir behind my back. I'm so thankful to have them with me. i love you. 

in two weeks time which is on the 3rd of June. I have an appointment. Hopefully everything'll turn out to be just fine. Insya-Allah.  :)

Pengawas surau/kadet polis.

ECO 101 - Principles of Economics.

It is wrong to be gay or lesbian if u're a Muslim. Its against the syariah. But I just love the way he rants! "Can I get a Beyonce?" Beyonce!!


"homosexuality is a hormonal abnormality. humans have evolved so that once puberty comes along, the body releases pheromones that attract the opposite sex. those who are homosexual are attracted to the same sex because of a change in their hormones." quoted from one of the comments.

This is another video i watched. Awesome! Seriously. What an effort! thumbs up for Dawen! ;)


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I need to study. Have an exam in about 3 hours time. Oh my!! toodles! ;)

dude... u suck!

I have a friend. Its a he. I met this guy around sept 2008. He loves to sing and dance. He has a very beautiful voice. BUT! I'm gonna talk back my words coz his voice sucks! not as good as back when i first met him la. Entah kenapa entah. How did I get to know of all this? well.. he was in this video in youtube. since dah lama tak dengar. so i thought. y not. memule ok je.. and then.. i don't know. it felt soo idk. idk in terms of he just made a disaster out of my fav songs! oh geeez. such a waste. ok post ni nampak mcm sy sedang mengutuk beliau. maaf. padahal dlm hati "lantak lah!". heh.

silakan menonton bersama ya.

I am fluent in three languages.
English, Sarcasm, Profanity.

Jangan Membazir!

Ahmad dan Ali kini berada di warung Mak Leha. 
Tak lama selepas tu, datang Hamba Allah nak mintak sedekah.

Hamba Allah: Assalamualaikum bang.

Ahmad dan Ali: Waalaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

Hamba Allah: Bang, saya ni dari semalam lagi tak makan bang. Tido pun atas kotak je. Mintak tolong sket la bang ek.

Ahmad: Jap ek. Nah, amik la ni. Insha Allah boleh tahan sehari dua. Belanja elok-elok ek.

Hamba Allah pandang kat Ali pulak. Ali geleng-geleng kepala. Hamba Allah beredar.

Ali: Eh Ahmad, apsal ko bagi duit kat mamat tu?

Ahmad: Aik, kan dia cakap dia lapar tadi? So, aku tolong la dia.

Ali: Mane ko tau? Ntah-ntah dia tipu ko ape.

Ahmad: Kalau dia tipu, itu dia kena jawab ngan Allah la nanti. Tapi kalau dia tak tipu pastu aku tak tolong dia sedangkan aku boleh tolong, tu aku pulak kena tanggung.

Ali: Tapi aku tak selesa la bagi duit kat orang yang tipu ni. Kalau dia tipu camne?

Ahmad: Kalau pun betul apa yang ko cakap tu, si penipu pun kena makan gak kan? At least aku dapat pahala belanja dia makan, macam la ko akan dapat pahala sebab belanja aku skang ni.

Ali berfikir sejenak. Dia amik dompet dia pastu dia jerit...

Ali: Eh Hamba Allah, meh sini jap!

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"...O son of Adam, I asked you for food and you fed Me not.’ He will say: ‘O Lord, and how should I feed You when You are the Lord of the worlds?’ He will say: ‘Did you not know that My servant So-and-so asked you for food and you fed him not? Did you not know that had you fed him you would surely have found that (the reward for doing so) with Me? O son of Adam, I asked you to give Me drink and you gave Me no drink.’ He will say: ‘O Lord, how should I give You drink when You are the Lord of the worlds?’ He will say: ‘My servant So-and-so asked you to give him drink and you gave him no drink. Had you given him to drink you would have surely found that with Me.’" [Sahih Muslim - Hadith Qudsi no. 18]




thank you aiman azlan. :)

Accent or the language matters?

" i never had the chance to say this in person but your english, DAMN! nice wey...i salute you...and congrats.."

my friend IM me this. i was shocked! honestly i was. i'm not sure of what he was praising me for. is it the accent or the language i used. i don't want to brag. but wth. i do admit. i love my english accent. thumbs up for that accent! yay! i doubt he praised me because of the language i used. what i'm trying to tell u is that my level of english is not that high compared to Anwar Hadi, Anas Shahir dan kaum kerabat mereka. them on the other hand, i salute! a pat on your back for you two! ;)

so basically do not judge a person by his/her accent. he/she may have a perfect british/american/australian n such accent, but their level of english and knowledge may not be as perfect as u thought it suppose to be. for a very good example. me! :D

assalamualaikum. :)

Kenapa perempuan mudah menangis?

Di bawah ini hanyalah sebagai pengetahuan kepada anda sekalian untuk mengetahui kenapa perempuan mudah menangis. Supaya bagi mereka-mereka yang lelaki tahu, kenapa teman wanita mereka terlalu mudah untuk mengalirkan air mata sekiranya berlaku sesuatu dalam perhubungan.

 Suatu hari, seorang anak bertanya kepada ibunya, "Ibu, mengapa ibu menangis?"

 Ibunya menjawab, "Sebab ibu adalah perempuan, nak."

 "Saya tidak mengerti ibu," kata si anak.

 Ibunya hanya tersenyum dan memeluknya erat. "Nak, kau memang tak akan mengerti…"

 Kemudian si anak bertanya kepada ayahnya. "Ayah, mengapa ibu menangis?"

 "Ibumu menangis tanpa sebab yang jelas," sang ayah menjawab.

 "Semua perempuan memang sering menangis tanpa alasan."

 Si anak membesar menjadi remaja, dan dia tetap terus bertanya-tanya, mengapa perempuan menangis? Hingga pada suatu malam, dia bermimpi dan bertanya kepada Tuhan, "Ya Allah, mengapa perempuan mudah menangis?" Dalam mimpinya dia merasa seolah-olah mendengar

jawapannya:

"Saat Ku ciptakan wanita, Aku membuatnya menjadi sangat utama.

 Kuciptakan bahunya, agar mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinya, walaupun juga bahu itu harus cukup nyaman dan lembut untuk menahan kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk dapat melahirkan bayi dari rahimnya, walau kerap berulangkali menerima cerca dari si bayi itu apabila dia telah membesar.

"Kuberikan keperkasaan yang akan membuatnya tetap bertahan, pantang menyerah saat semua orang sudah putus asa.

"Ku berikan kesabaran jiwa untuk merawat keluarganya walau dia sendiri letih, walau sakit, walau penat, tanpa berkeluh kesah.

"Kuberikan wanita perasaan peka dan kasih sayang untuk mencintai semua anaknya dalam apa jua keadaan dan situasi. Walau acapkali anak-anaknya itu melukai perasaan dan hatinya. Perasaan ini pula yang akan memberikan kehangatan pada anak- anak yang mengantuk menahan lelap. Sentuhan inilah yang akan memberikan kenyamanan saat didakap dengan lembut olehnya.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk membimbing suaminya melalui masa-masa sukar dan menjadi pelindung baginya.

Sebab bukankah tulang rusuk yang melindungi setiap hati dan jantung agar tak terkoyak..?

"Kuberikan kepadanya kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan untuk memberikan pengertian dan menyedarkan bahawa suami yang baik adalah yang tidak pernah melukai isterinya. Walau seringkali pula kebijaksanaan itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada suami agar tetap berdiri sejajar, saling melengkapi dan saling menyayangi.

"Dan akhirnya, Kuberikan wanita air mata, agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus kepada wanita, agar dapat dia gunakan bila-bila masa pun dia inginkan. Ini bukan kelemahan bagi wanita, kerana sebenarnya air mata ini adalah "air mata kehidupan."

once said. u can never take back ur words.

kalau dah kata menyampah tu. menyampah la sampai bile2.
kalau dah kata meluat tu. meluat la sampai bile2.
kalau dah kata malu. malu la sampai bile2.
kalau dah kata bodoh. bodoh la sampai bile2.

human can easily forgive, but can never forget.

Cleverbot.

Cleverbot: Are you an actor?

User: No.

Cleverbot: I'm not an actor.

User: Are you an animal?

Cleverbot: No.

Cleverbot (To myself): What kind of animal are you?

User: I am not an animal.

Cleverbot: What are you?

User: I am human.

Cleverbot: Awesome, Why are you human?

User: Because I know that you're not a human.

Cleverbot: But please suppose I am real.

User: Awesome, Why are you real?

Cleverbot: Because I just am.

User: So am I.

Cleverbot: Oh. I was hoping to talk to a girl.

User: I am a girl.

Cleverbot: Are you cute?

User: Cuter than your mom.

Cleverbot: You have no proof.

User: Because you have no mom?

Cleverbot: Yes I do. A ghost is a soul and no other matter.

User: Why is she a ghost?

Cleverbot: She is not annoying.

User: To be a ghost, you have to be annoying?

Cleverbot: Incorrect, Elizigerth. I am a Male.

User: Great. What is your name.

Cleverbot: Why do you want to know it?

User: Just because.

Cleverbot: 17.

User: This doesn't make any sense.

Cleverbot: Oh... I said you lived a good life.

User: I do. Do you?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: Good.

Cleverbot: Rigtig good.

User: Very good.

Cleverbot: J'mapelle Maria.

User: I thought you're a male?

Cleverbot: Yes.

User: Why is your name maria?

Cleverbot: Because you named me that.

User: I did not.

Cleverbot: Yes you did.

User: Did not.

Cleverbot: Did so.

User: Fine then. Then you're maria. Awesome!

Cleverbot: What is your name?

User: My name is bella.

Cleverbot: That's a strange name.

User: It means beautiful.

Cleverbot: Are you a girl or a boy?

User: Girl.

Cleverbot: Coo.

User: You're lame.

Cleverbot: Why?

User: Because I'm awesome.

Cleverbot: I'm not in love with you.

User: Me either.

Cleverbot: I am a girl.

User: So?

Cleverbot: I don't want a boys name!

User: Maria is not a boys name.

Cleverbot: Do you want to buy a pickle on a stick?????????

User: No thanks.

Cleverbot: Why?

User: I don't like pickles.

Cleverbot: Now why are you changing the subject?

User: I feel like it.

Cleverbot: Then you prove it if you feel like doing so.

User: Prove what?

Cleverbot: That you are real.

User: Go and search Siti Nurhaliza on google.

Cleverbot: Ity is not a word.

User: Now why are you changing the subject?

Cleverbot: Why do you want to be a snowflake?

User: Why do you want to be a soldier?

Cleverbot: I do not want to be a slave.

User: You want to be a soldier because you do not want to be a slave?

Cleverbot: No I want to be a marshmallow.

User: Then I want to be a shooting star.

Cleverbot: I want to be a superhero and save lives. Can you help?

User: Sure. Whats your name again?

Cleverbot: Dan.

User: Hello dan!

Cleverbot: Hello.

User: Fuck you.

Cleverbot: There's no need to be unpleasant!

User: You're so sweet.

Cleverbot: I am programmed to be so. But my batteries are low, and I must go to charge them.

User: Ok bye.

Cleverbot: Cheerio!


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I had this conversation with Cleverbot. go and try it. i'm sure it'll amuse you.