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Sunday, 14 August 2011

fake kills.

*currently my fav song.

my heart was beating real fast for hours. so fast that it actually made me think that i might be dying. i was so scared. i couldn't get up. i was so weak. as if there's something pulling me down. i cried. recite the two kalimah syahadah. recite the 3 Qul. next thing i know i saw his face. i knew this wasn't real. i'm in my own dream.

i started to hate dreams. especially when he's around. i hate waking up crying. its enough that i cried myself to sleep. this is torturing. I kept on having the same dream over and over again. its freaking killing me!

Stop it. Please... This is tiring..

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