this.

dear you,

just so you know, you're not the only one who gets to say in this relationship, i do too.

no you can't just simple not talk to me just because you feel all lazy. you can't simply do that. you can't simply not talk to me because you don't have the mood to. there's always a reason why it all happened. and i'm here to lend you my ears, and you mister, need to tell me whats going on. otherwise, i won't be able to understand.

you might get fucked up for the things i did. well, i am too!

if this is the way you're treating your girlfriend, then i don't want to be your girlfriend. you treat your girlfriend worse than you treat your friends. that's not fair. not fun at all.

i want to be able to talk to my boyfriend on the phone for more than 5 minutes at least. not less than 1 minute. i would want my boyfriend to call me whenever he feels like to, vice versa. i get jealous easily. not jealous of who you're talking to or whatever, but jealous of other couples who actually do what a couple do.

i just don't feel special anymore. i want to feel the way i was the first few weeks i met you. i wonder if i didn't say yes to you that night? what if i actually said no? would you fight for me? well of course you'd say yes but in reality, would you? could you?

i know we've been together for almost 2 years now. but we clearly had not settled things down between us yet. loads to talk about.

Love,
ms loner.